I feel the tingling feeling rushing down my body from head to toe as one would feel when a muscle is "going to sleep." I am conscious of the fact that I'm going into an sp episode and usually think to myself, "Here we go again."At this point, I have had a variety of experiences but I will start with the most common: seeing one or two shadowy black figures standing at the side of or foot of my bed, they are staring at me and upon seeing them it is the worst terror imaginable.Sometimes they aren't there at first and the door creaks open and it or they enter. Once a bright light shone into my bedroom window and i clearly saw the typical alien figure with the large round head and huge eyes.The other ones were smaller and oh ya this was all in my mind, the conversation we had.
My dad told me to go to the stress center but i think its a warning maybe from the lord and it just made me stronger. I had SP again today and a shadowy hooded figure standing in the middle of my room was speaking in a raspy voice. * * * Shout out to the Website: I am very appreciative of this website and this forum.
I would like to talk to someone who is educated about it cuz i seen the grim reaper shadow. Hi Kayla, you may find either or both of the following pages useful: just started experiencing SP in the past few months. Here are my responses to your questions: (1) False wake ups. I thought that I was awake and went on to do other tasks in my apartment, but then something would trigger the realization that I was still paralyzed and not awake yet. But unlike you, I couldn't understand what he was saying. The fact that Stanford University and medical professionals are associated with this website lend it great legitimacy. Its reassuring to know that the things I see during SP are not "abnormal." * * * My personal thoughts: Upon learning that people have commonly experienced the terror of hallucinations of demons/evil figures for centuries and across cultures, I can't help but think that this is spiritual warfare.
Besides the intense fear there is always the sense of an evil presence, even the times when I don't see an entity.
Many of the times I am being strangled and feel a real pressure on my chest.
I never did drugs and stopped cold turkey on alcohol several years ago.
Anything or anyone wants to attack me in my sleep or in my waking moments be prepared to see hell up close. One time the tall one standing by my bed told me he was Jesus, that he wanted me to join an army.
Other times when there are no attacks during sp, I'm just fighting to get out of it.
Some things happen to me that aren't so common but I have found other sp sufferers that have these too: False wake up...several times I fight to get out of the sp and finally "wake up" in my bed and think finally I'm out of it.
(3) "Spirit-man." I haven't tried so hard to wake up that my "spirit arm" leaves my physical body. I don't think that human beings would choose to hallucinate about evil figures that want to hurt them.